I am so TIRED!

Guess what's this?Hehe..

Finally can take a break.

So ExHausTeD.

I think you need a new one.

Morning~ Received a call this morning.Mummy is going Japan for performance tomorrow.I feel kind worry thou.Money all flowing out~No money coming in.SAD~ Hm.. Last night,I think of you.I miss you so much.Knowing that so many things just fade away in a sec,after years of building it.Well..like I always say,life goes on.

Skip The EMO..Lets go for something even awesome..

I found a mickey Casing that I lovey dovey last night! I was damn happy.Do u know its so hard to just get one nice one?! Haha.. Satisfied with the results.Now worrying about the song.I've heard covers of many people doing it,somehow,I feel  like I want to be the best one.My voice..So down..So damaged>< regret coffees and shisha in the past.=.=

oh...Here revealing this girl,she is actually my Darling.She is the girl that saved me from hell during highschool.She was before my gf.I love her too.But ofcause there is still no one to replace my gf.Hmm..

I wish that I can have this moment for life

Good afternoon.I did something wrong again this morning.Make alot of mistakes while typing the quotation.Oppsieee~

Last night I went over to my old friend's place (ahem *  Khisho).I am happy to see him this success in life.He decided to help me compose my song and help me make a cover.Somehow,I have so many songs that I want to try,but I don't think I can make it yet.Haha..


Watched ghost ride on Saturday.The movie kind failed =.=.Should have watched another movie instead. So fast Monday.WTF ... Enjoy the weekdays!

All the other KIDS with those pumped up kicks

Morning~ No wait..Afternoon~

perasan kaki

 

haha..Can not resist the camera.I have already taken loads of photos yesterday.ONZ! Saturday..WORKING..Last time i use to think Friday was an awesome day because i didn't had to work on Saturday.Now..Friday clubs n sing k nights are gone.But I did went snooker & pool last night.Bump into sexy babe Caryn there.So we decided to hang a lil.

hey babeh,i see u looking over here babeh

Haha.. Notice the shirt?!(LOL).. I changed my screen protector & bought a red casing(temporary).Head to OU last night.Thought wanna do a little reading and check out some creative ideas of arts & crafts,but failed.I went to had my coffee and had to help booking some korean buffet.Then did a lil shopping,started looking for awesome casing(also Failed=.=).Then gave up, went tekken.Guess what?!I picked up a tekken card(didn't know whose one was it).Slide it in the card part and it was Emilie de ( Lili) Rochefort.My character and I toke it (oppsS) I know its bad,but I did waited for someone to take it first,since then sitting there for an hour,no one came,then I take lo~ =) (evil smile face). mwah~! 

*DuUu lalalaLalaaLa duUuUu *

Keep wanting to write but too may things to do.Can not stop.I did my passport! Can start booking tickets now!haha.. Well..Got into some lil eeniieee minnniiiieee accident last night.Was damn down.Like I want to aim the gun at everyone and just shoot.Psycho babi! Atleast I GOT MY PHONE! BAHAHAHAHA..Make me sleep so late.so this is my first photo from my phone.

my fluffy bear bear is my everything

Here you go.I know I look like the awaken of the zombie.Haha..Time to rush to work again.SiiiiiiiiCCCcccccckkkkkkkk! Sien~

-WORD-

     
*Just like a shoe, if someone is meant for me, they will just fit perfectly; no forcing, no struggling & no pain. ♥

I am a chubbychic

I am a pig.I am chubbychic.

Bored like hell..Slept 10 hours.Was late for work.Haha.. so whats up?This two weeks will be so damn busy! have to make passport this thursday,Photoshooting next sunday.Was thinking of creating a page since I always talk.Haha..Can not wait..Have to book ticket somemore.Dad say he pay for my trip! HAHAHAH! i save more money already.Hopefully I can take my phone tonight.Die-ing.=.= shyt la! I becoming so lala.Sometimes my english became Powderful somemore.Haha..Lame~ I actually stopped shopping for 3weeks.Everytime I pass by a shop,I'll stop,then think,wait till I go Taiwan then only I buy.I pass by starbucks I was like,I want~~Then..I think..Can not use money.So I have to say byebye to Hot chocolate & Javachip frupp.I want to buy my Berkeinstock.Hopefully Taiwan has it.SURE BUY! I already plan what to buy before I go already.Haha..Ofcause the first thing will be my Chanel perfume(waited so damn long.)My mum says that buying it in duty-free is cheaper.=.= Haha..ok lo~  Taiwan.3more months,I can see my half kampung! xoxo ~**

Emo Elmo Nemo

Just got home from work.Had my dinner.Yum yum.Don't think I'll be out today.Tired like a dead fish~ Well..As I was like usual scrolling thru facebook,I sudden got attracted by a post.Its in Chinese actually,its like telling me to eff-ing wake up.Gosh..

"一个对你不好的人，你一定要学会放下，不要为他的任何事情，任何言行而痛苦。你要想，如果他爱你，一定不忍心对你不好，所以结论就是，他不够爱你，或者他根本不爱你，对于一个不爱你的人，有什么必要为他烦恼，为他伤心呢，就是个路人甲罢了。"

 It means :

 If a person that doesn't treat you right,you have to learn to let go,stop being a fool and do anything for him,even if it hurts.You have to think,if he really did love u,he would feel heartache treating you like shyt,the conclusion is,he doesn't love you that much,or maybe he don't even love u at all,for someone that doesn't love you,whats the point of worrying about him? Feeling sad for him?He is just a passer by.Stop wasting time.

 

Yea...This is it..I think alot,I admit.But..don't you think,its kinda TRUE?

T-h-a-n-k-y-o-u

Thankyou for making me smile**  =)

I went nuts and go shyts

Beeebaababababalalallaala~~ So sleepy now.Didn't had the time to write a post yesterday.So fast today is Tuesday again.Why time fly so damn fast?! But it seems like nothing is in progress.=.= ! Hurry hurry till may so I can fly away from here.Hmm...~ Random! Haih...EMo again.I hate this feeling now.I always get emo.EMO EMO EMO~ they don't want to go away.=/I want to go for some part time.No money is coming in.My aunt said,go get married to someone rich so you don't have to suffer.I was like =.= .That is so not me.Rather let a man tie me up for the rest of my life as i grow old sitting there acting like nothing happen even if one day my husband has another woman.CHEH~ no way.Haha.. Here's something extra.Yesterday My bro had to go get his hair cut and made me had to do something with my boring dead hair.I did it!It turned out not as bad as I think it would be,but my friends were like :OhMyGod! Are u sick!? What happened to you? haha..Some will be like:ahyorr~ So cute~ Haha.. Lol.What I want to bring out from this hair is not cute,Actually I want to look elegant with a cute hair.Hard right?! Haha.. Let me try!

I want this kind of feel :

Ps: I did the BANGSZz =)  

Lets do it

Recently I met a girlfriend from Ipoh.She came down here to take one more bigger step into her dance life.* Salute her! Hehe.. Then one day we said that,lets do a dance,for fun,like only me and her.We both agreed.Then no news.Just now when I was in the car,all the steps came up my mind.I was thinking..LETS DO ITT GIRL!

Girls just want to be loved

Hey yo people..Its me again.. Today as I am scrolling down down down,I see many people sharing this post about ''45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR'' .. I read it and felt,those are kinda simple but I don't understand why guys always made it seem so difficult and thinks that girls are spoiled. =.= Bahaha.. Here u go..A copy of it! Enjoy. 

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
…4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥ Guys,its simple .=)

Great

Hellooo hello and good morning~ I am here in the office! So bored.Having eff-- cramps today.I was happy I slept early yesterday =) Good girl.And I never go tekken.HAhaha.... Whats up tonight?! Heee.. Tomorrow have to work.Life is so bored.Hurry up and skip to May! So i can hurry to my trip to Taipei.This morning I woke up.Yawnnss~ I was thinking about her again.She came up my mind.I was thinking then I started to smile.You might think I am crazy,but actually what I wanted to say was,I was damn sohai.I am standing here waiting and thinking for her to come back to me,but in reality,she really left me,and she is living her life as normal as before.Haih~ Never thought she will really leave.But then ,life goes on for me too.I'll still be waiting till one day when she loses everything.I'll be there.I love you and miss you.Enjoy your life.

I WANT MY PHONE! sobs *  ohhh.. I said I wanted to pay my phone bill but then I didn't after 2weeks.Phone Gonna barr soon. Teehee...

To Be Continue...

Imma small girl

Hey hey hey.. Gosh! Finally get to rest.Haha..Regret sleeping late last night=.= Stupid head thinking of stupid stuff. I am actually eating and typing at the same time . Dad sure will screw me and say,No table manners.. I read back my old posts,I felt damn Tau kei == .There was once I love this guy so much that I wrote a song to him,and created a dumb shit poem.LAME~ Funny how I talk last time. Haha.. Haih~ But I was romantic thou.*wink!*Here's it..Time to work again.. Everyone meet Mr.Pinky =) I love you Karyn Lao Gong.

~~^**~~WorD~~**^^*~~

Said :

            '' Find someone to replace me,make sure she loves u more then I do.Tons more."

                                                                                                                           - ChubbyChic -

When things go wrong

Heeeellllooooo~ I am so damn full now~ Just had my lunch.After a hard man work =.= Haih..Talk about what happened.Valentines was kinda off.Haih~ but atleast I got my coffee..That never taste that good.I am sad.Emo.IT SUCKS~haih ...I just kept quiet,because I felt like no one would understand what I say,so i just gave up in explaining.I have no one to turn to.Recently I lost someone I loved,like a F*cking lot.Made me thinking about it everyday and night.And i can not sleep,Maybe a 5hours sleep a day.Because Everytime I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling I felt like I was alone again.Like before.Hmm.. Actually I know many people around me just wants advantage,wanting me to help them do many favors and all.Cheat my heart etc.Farkkkkkk... Sien jor~ Life is what?! Sometimes I really wish I can restart my life,fly to a place where no one knows me,be normal for abit,get lost! Sometimes I wish that the worlds end tomorrow,because I feel life is not fair for me.Ya,life is not fair I know,but atleast people gets to be fair once.I have nothing.I never asked for anything,I do it myself,but obstacles.Farrkkk em' =.= Haih... I was glad Valentines was over.Because I cried..The moment my tears fall, every single just continue goes wrong. Hellooo~~ how strong U want me to be?! I am just HUMAN .

Hello

Okay this is new.=) After a stress time of thinking.I decided to re-open my blog.This time i won't wanna make it so bored.First,I have to find some pro to teach me how to make my blog looks awesome,cause now is just all plain pink.ZzzZZ.. Its valentines day today! I wish every one HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.Enjoy!single people don't frown.Go for single parties! haha.. SWeeeeeeettttt~ Stay tune for more.