End of school

4th of December 2009

-Today is the last day of school.I feel happy but than also sad.What would it feel like not going to school after so many years waking up early getting dress.Hah..Going to miss it.

Random outing

3rd of December 2009

-Today,I went out with Jian,Foong,Pooh bear and The pig!We went Cyber than snooker.Haih.Tomorrow will be the last Day of exam!Woohoo..Can not wait than!Heh.Than they went for snooker.Hah..Random right?

My Woofy<3

1st of Dec 2009

-This morning,I didn't really want to wake up,but my aunt wakes me up to see my dog for the last time.My dog's name is Woofy.She has already been in our family for 12years.Two weeks ago,she can not stand up,so we thought that what is wrong wiht her.Is she Over weight?or she got injured?Well..my brother was looking at her and saw her leg was injured.And it was kinda bad.
Well..I am not the rich kind of family,and my uncle didn't want to support us,all we can do is look after her carefully,We feed her milk,help her wash her poop n stuff.Haih.Days pass,she was getting worst.She can not even lift her head up to drink water.Than,my aunt decided to let her go.We called the people who injects dog to sleep to wonderland.So..I look at her,we feed her for the last time.Clean her and talk to her.The person arrived and i looked at them japping my dog.Tears flowing.Her breathing was getting slower n slower.Than..she was gone.

Back in ACtion

28th of November 2009

-Haven't been updating for sometimes.SPM is here.But it's gonna end soon.WOOHOO!!!Just one more week and everything will be over.I will miss school times but haha..i can not wait for what is gonna happen in life later.Got so many things to do.I can not wait for prom.Haha!But..Got NS!Aiks..But time fly,n my friends tell me that it is nothing biggy.So I guess I will be away for 3months.=]!I am going to miss the food my aunt makes and missing out all the fun,going out late night.Haha..And of cause,DANCING!Weee...Happy!Faster pass la..

Losted

11th of november 2009

Haven't felt this emo since last year.I feel lost.Down and things spinning in my head.Really don't know what to do.I always thought that I know how to solve problems easily but than I was wrong.What I think I was right was actually wrong.Actually I don't even know what am I doing now.Spm is ahead.But I am still doing nothing.I feel so lost.So....lost.Can someone take me away from this place,show me what are the colours of the rainbow,tell me what is like to feel love?!I am lost.Always trying to be strong,thinking that nothing in this world is imporatant.I was wrong.I am not strong!I love to cry!I really love to cry.You know why?!Crying feels good!So good!Keeping inside is so pain.Letting it out by crying is good!But than this time...I didn't cry.Because I know,It does not help.And..that 'somebody' would not care anymore.Now i don't feel pain on the inside,I only can feel that My heart is bleeding on the inside.Am I saying all this because I am confuse,or I really feel so.I want answers.ANSWERS!