Chubby Chic♥

Girls just want to be loved

2012-02-16T22:38:00.000-08:00

Hey yo people..Its me again.. Today as I am scrolling down down down,I see many people sharing this post about ''45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR'' .. I read it and felt,those are kinda simple but I don't understand why guys always made it seem so difficult and thinks that girls are spoiled. =.= Bahaha.. Here u go..A copy of it! Enjoy.

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
…4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥ Guys,its simple .=)

Great

2012-02-16T19:00:00.000-08:00

Hellooo hello and good morning~ I am here in the office! So bored.Having eff-- cramps today.I was happy I slept early yesterday =) Good girl.And I never go tekken.HAhaha.... Whats up tonight?! Heee.. Tomorrow have to work.Life is so bored.Hurry up and skip to May! So i can hurry to my trip to Taipei.This morning I woke up.Yawnnss~ I was thinking about her again.She came up my mind.I was thinking then I started to smile.You might think I am crazy,but actually what I wanted to say was,I was damn sohai.I am standing here waiting and thinking for her to come back to me,but in reality,she really left me,and she is living her life as normal as before.Haih~ Never thought she will really leave.But then ,life goes on for me too.I'll still be waiting till one day when she loses everything.I'll be there.I love you and miss you.Enjoy your life.

I WANT MY PHONE! sobs * ohhh.. I said I wanted to pay my phone bill but then I didn't after 2weeks.Phone Gonna barr soon. Teehee...

To Be Continue...

Imma small girl

2012-02-15T20:50:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey.. Gosh! Finally get to rest.Haha..Regret sleeping late last night=.= Stupid head thinking of stupid stuff. I am actually eating and typing at the same time . Dad sure will screw me and say,No table manners.. I read back my old posts,I felt damn Tau kei == .There was once I love this guy so much that I wrote a song to him,and created a dumb shit poem.LAME~ Funny how I talk last time. Haha.. Haih~ But I was romantic thou.*wink!*Here's it..Time to work again.. Everyone meet Mr.Pinky =) I love you Karyn Lao Gong.

^WorD^^*

2012-02-15T00:45:00.000-08:00

Said :

'' Find someone to replace me,make sure she loves u more then I do.Tons more."

- ChubbyChic -

When things go wrong

2012-02-14T22:06:00.000-08:00

Heeeellllooooo~ I am so damn full now~ Just had my lunch.After a hard man work =.= Haih..Talk about what happened.Valentines was kinda off.Haih~ but atleast I got my coffee..That never taste that good.I am sad.Emo.IT SUCKS~haih ...I just kept quiet,because I felt like no one would understand what I say,so i just gave up in explaining.I have no one to turn to.Recently I lost someone I loved,like a F*cking lot.Made me thinking about it everyday and night.And i can not sleep,Maybe a 5hours sleep a day.Because Everytime I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling I felt like I was alone again.Like before.Hmm.. Actually I know many people around me just wants advantage,wanting me to help them do many favors and all.Cheat my heart etc.Farkkkkkk... Sien jor~ Life is what?! Sometimes I really wish I can restart my life,fly to a place where no one knows me,be normal for abit,get lost! Sometimes I wish that the worlds end tomorrow,because I feel life is not fair for me.Ya,life is not fair I know,but atleast people gets to be fair once.I have nothing.I never asked for anything,I do it myself,but obstacles.Farrkkk em' =.= Haih... I was glad Valentines was over.Because I cried..The moment my tears fall, every single just continue goes wrong. Hellooo~~ how strong U want me to be?! I am just HUMAN .

Hello

2012-02-14T00:14:00.000-08:00

Okay this is new.=) After a stress time of thinking.I decided to re-open my blog.This time i won't wanna make it so bored.First,I have to find some pro to teach me how to make my blog looks awesome,cause now is just all plain pink.ZzzZZ.. Its valentines day today! I wish every one HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.Enjoy!single people don't frown.Go for single parties! haha.. SWeeeeeeettttt~ Stay tune for more.

Have been awhile

2011-11-08T21:41:00.000-08:00

Hello people..If i got any.Haha..So many things I want to do in my life.I am getting more aggressive in what I want in my life now.I don't know why,and I can't explain it out in words.Maybe someone that inspired me to be who I want to be.I've met people,who let me see more in this world.How hard they became their dream.And I want that feeling.I want my dream!I haven't yet had the confidence to do so.Still stuck here.So you are seeing me writing my blog now.I want to sing.I want to write a song.I want to record it.I want to perform.I want to go outside this world.I want to leave.I want to be loved.I want alot.I know if I take the first step,many people will get hurt by me,But Then..I know if i start my game,I can not stop.I have to do it until I reach where I am.

Scared

2011-09-05T23:40:00.000-07:00

My heart pounding fast and unsteady.I ask myself,why are you so afraid?! Actually I was weak.I feel so frustrated till I really don't know what to do.Sometimes I get so mad,I just want to take a knife and stab him! He is just like a ghost haunting for me.Every single day.Effecting my everyday life.Why did he came back to haunt me?!Is anyone there to save me?!Everything was over.None of you can be trusted!None of you.Everyday..I fear.I don't know what I fear actually.I think..the only thing i am afraid to lose,is that 'you'.Hm..I regret of everything i've did before.All the tolerating somehow seems bullshit.What am I saying?!I hate this.All of this.If there really is nothing is going to stop this.I think,I only will have one choice left.When that time comes.Everything is for sure to be gone.GOne once and for all.

Update for so long

2011-09-01T19:22:00.000-07:00

Hello readers! ( if I even have any)

Such a long time no updating.Really have no mood to write for this pass few weeks or months.Don't even remember.Many things changed!Life is getting so miserable.Bored.It was always about money money money.I am getting fatter,uglier and tired.Lazy like crazy.Still thinking whether I wanna study or not.My mum keep asking me the same old question everyday.STudy study study.How about my family work?!Will my dad even let me.Seriously.I really have no idea.The feel some how just flew away.I don't see any support.Isit my fault for making people not caring about me anymore?!Or isit their problem?!

Why will I become like this you ask?!

Because I feel life became really very not fair.Not even a single bit.I don't have that heart to do something for anyone,no heart to do anything for myself too.I want people to care for me!MORE! then me always tolerating with others.What I want?!Anyone cared or asked?!Perhaps no.Because everyone only cares about what they want instead of others.Then what's the point of me being different?!Its very tired.Extreme TIRED.The worst part is.People don't even know you did something for them,instead they say that you're just a SO hai.Life...Not fair.AT alll!

My confession

2011-06-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

8th of June 2011

Haven't been writing for a very long time.So today I decided to write.Lately,i mean in this few months time,many shit happened.As we all know,i broke up with my ex,and got together with ex(when I was form2).Drama drama drama again.Can I take a rest?!Every year,there must be atleast one thing for me to Farn about.Yea yea yea~!Wong Jyee is a playgirl.You all not sien one meh?!7years u people have been talking bad about me,even if u know me,don't know me.What FUCK!Gosh..Skip this.

Continuously,
As we all know,I am working for my family now.I admit I will be late for work,but most of the time,I mean seriously most of the time,I will be the first one who reaches to the offices first.Nevermind!My fault.Doing quotations and typing invoices slow.Excuse me,still learning in progress~!Gosh.I can tolerate with my sis,cause she don't treat me like a dog when she is calling me to do something but for my 3rd brother.Too much!I mean seriously TOO MUCH!Why the fuck he can not talk nicely.U see,one day,he tell me:'' Jyee,if u don't understand anything,or u don't know anything u can always call me,I am GLAD to tell u n explain to u.''
One day,I asked him:"Brother,what should I write on the empty line?Install & supply or repaint or what?!''He said:"Jyee,all these things u can not always ask one,u should go check back the files,refer!All these things u must know,u can not always wait for me to tell u what to write!understand or not?!Please Jyee,focus on your work more."In my heart I was thinking:WTF?N u said u r glad to tell n explain to me,but then?!Gosh!I do admin,typing,accounts,even toilet paper no more i have to put,make tea for them.Yes,Its simple job,but u can also tell me nicely right?!And.Guess what,i get 700 per month for my salary.The kakak that washes toilet in ou,gets Rm2000.00 per month!OMGEEE~!Haih~Fed up~!Always saying me slow slow slow.Then say i got nothing to do.i do finish d,then do what!?STupid!TIRED!!

Things I am addictive with

2011-02-21T22:26:00.000-08:00

Pizza Milano Coffee

The Tekken6 Token

Close up

The first thing I am like so addictive with,that i can not let go is of cause my beloved one,The fatty pig in my heart.Just so got addicted to him since 2years back.He is cute!Moving on...The pizza Milano Coffee!I think it is greater then starbucks or even coffee bean.Its so damn shit ons!Haha...That taste that makes me want to drink it everyday(I know its bad for me).Not to mention Tekken6.Bleedy hell I can not get over it.Like some nerd playing Dota like nuts.I suck in Tekken but everytime when I go ou,or hangs in Tc i just like so Got to play maybe one or two rounds.Haha..I'm a Emilie De Rochefort lover,also known as Lili.Haha...

Bubu

Fluffy

Recently,I got this new thing.Thanks to Wao wongie..and I am currently addicted to Teddy bears!I have one at home and one that stays in my car.Bubu and Fluffy.They are so cuddly.Cute!Thank you wao wongiee.

Dad is so cute

2011-02-21T01:11:00.000-08:00

Dad bought me this pouch that is the same like his.So i have like this couple pouch with daddy.isn't that cute?!Haha

Valentines Day

2011-02-16T00:49:00.000-08:00

13th of Feb 2011

After a morning lovey dovey time with my wao wongiee,we head back to pj in the evening.Reynard came over to my house to pick us up.We went to ou to get something for my gf then went to pick her up.Had dinner at one world hotel.Full till can not move.Then we head to Pd.It was kinda sudden,but yeah,We went pd.Spend a few hours in Avillion.It was nice.With the beach and the pool,too bad it was already late night.

Happy birthday Cai ling

2011-02-10T00:55:00.000-08:00

6th of February 2011

Having steamboat in my house and celebrating my princess nieces bday.She is soooooo cute!

2nd day of CNY

2011-02-10T00:39:00.000-08:00

4th of Feb 2011

selalu makan je

guess who?!

smoke again..

its cny!

=']

hehe...lou sang!

We went to our aunties place to pray for our ancestors and visit them.Kinda fun.Atleast we get to know what our zodiac says this year.

First day of Chinese New Year

2011-02-10T00:24:00.000-08:00

3rd of Feb 2011

First day of CNY,went for badminton in the morning with my brothers and sister.After that had lunch at home.Ah ma's Zai Choi was awesome man!The BOMB!Haha...gamble a lil' with my cousins.Enjoy readers

A day before Cny day

2011-02-10T00:05:00.000-08:00

2nd of Feb 2011

I bought my iphone finally!Pinkkkkkkkkk*

Happy birthday DAddy!

2011-01-24T23:25:00.000-08:00

25th of January 2010

Happy birthday buff-daddy!Thanks for all the lovey dovey u gave me.I love you very very much.Its a heartache seeing you all stressed out for work.You are young now.I really ope that I can help you out more,but than..I am only just 19.So many things I want to do,but I know I have lots more to learn about.I love you.

-I'll use a broom to sweep all the bad luck away for u.Leave the good ones standing by your side.

In ze' office

2011-01-11T19:41:00.000-08:00

12th of Jan 2011

Its a new year now.A blink of an eye and its another year.I am hopping for a better year this year.Not like last year,drama year.Bye bye to 2010 and hello 2011!Haha...yesterday was 11.01.2011,i made a wish.Obviously i can't tell it out if not it won't come true.Nothing much did change.I got a job at my sista's office,doing a lil accounts and some reminding stuff.Waiting to enter the right college.I don't want to waste my time.I feel that money is always going out but not coming in.I sold my phone for just 350.Feels damn dumb for me.Haih..Things still aren't turning around yet.But..atleast i got my baby Kancil.Except...she always have to masuk kilang.Selalu rosak.Haih~Anyways,this is my recent life.Nothing special,just a lil this and that.

ps:Craving for gucci.omgeee...

sista day

2010-12-26T01:11:00.000-08:00

23rd of December 2010

Went out with my sis.What a happy day.We did manicure together.She is really awesome.We had alot of fun in pavillion.Haha.Teman her shop for her taiwan trip on monday.Had ichiban boshi for brunch.Than subway for dinner.I love u sis.Although ten years diff,but u were always the one that i feel safe telling stuff to n hang out with.hugs!

Happy birthday Lee Kah ying!

2010-12-26T01:01:00.000-08:00

13December 2010

Sorry for the late update.Kinda tired these days.Well...Happy birthday gf!Hope u enjoyed in Daves.Shouldn't buy u a DOMO.Ishh..Next year will be better!Love u!

Happy birthday Ck

2010-12-07T00:44:00.000-08:00

6th of December 2010

Happy birthday Ck..Thanks for inviting us to your birthday party.Hope u liked the ''Chocolate''.All the best in life.Huggies!

sista's office

2010-12-07T00:39:00.001-08:00

2nd of december 2010

My sister's office was done.It looks kinda neat.Good luck sis on your working days.Dad bought many weird pictures for sis to hang in the office.Kinda meaningful.

went pd

2010-11-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

28th of November 2010

It was a last minute decision.My ah gor asked me whether i want to go or not,than i said,YES!Haha..We kinda got lost somehow,and it was raining thou,the clouds blocked the sun,so very potong stim.We picked many seashells!It was fun day actually,although it was just for awhile,but it was cool.=]I toke many pictures!

Sultan

2010-11-29T07:40:00.000-08:00

27th of November 2010

Was suppose to head to Pd,but it was canceled cause my gf was busy.First we went to roots but too many people than we changed to Sultan.It was really amazing that there wasn't a lala people.AWESOME!People there mostly drink than dance.Its very clean.You can even play pool there.

special edition:

*i brought my patrick doggy out.How cute he is!Awww...

Brunch with family

2010-11-24T21:44:00.000-08:00

24th of november 2010

Went to Tc sushi tei to meet with my family and had brunch with them.Got fat unagi(make the pig pig jealous).Than went to my sisters office.It was all renovated,left the furnitures.My sis got kinda pissed off cause it toke like million years for the furniture to arrive.

Passed my license

2010-11-22T00:34:00.000-08:00

wohooo!It feels damn good!FInally i can drive legally.omegoshh!hahahaha...I toke some pictures while waiting in the van.It was a one hour trip.haih!But its worth.Atleast i don't have to sit again.=]

This is for my girl

2010-11-15T23:54:00.000-08:00

16th of November 2010

*Please don't get me wrong,I am not bitch talking bout anyone.Just saying what i feel inside.No hard feelings please*

I know Lee Kah Ying just last year.We sudden became so good friends.Since schooling time,she mix with this group with chee sien,Angie,hwei wen and pei wen.They are all so sisters that even their purse are the same.Owh...And also two of her best friends wei menn and hui qian.One day i saw ying laying at the back alone.As for me,i like to disturb people,than i kacau her.Well..they sort of argue,because chee sien was pissed off of kah ying because of this oma guy.People that knows oma,knows his a jerk.Always telling rumours that he fucked with girls that rejected him.So at the same time,oma was flirting with kah ying,but oma was with chee sien.Kah ying tried to tell chee sien,but chee sien thinks kah ying was the bad one.So than,all supported chee sien and not kah ying.But i believed in kah ying,cause only stupid peoples believed in oma.Than all rumours coming out.Than..everything was settled during spm.All shaked hand and smiled with each other.So i thought ok lo..Than here comes ns.Kah ying was in the same camp as pei wen and chin lee.3months later,rumours became worst,saying that kah ying was being a bitch in camp,pei wen all of the sudden got pissed off again and mixed with chin lee,and start spreading even more bad stuff about kah ying.I was hearing more and more n more about my gf.I was actually ok.But!pei wen was also bitch talking about me with chin lee.U all bitch talk because i am friends with kah ying?How pathetic.Than i asked pei wen,she was damn fake!She than say that she didn't but i heard it again.Nvm.I was not angry..But pei wen gone over board.She start saying more bout my gf.And chin lee too..Than now it comes to amira.I treat amira as a friend.A true one!I swear!But..I don't know la,i saw amira's wall,n i really hope that she is not talking about kah ying lo.Cause,kah ying really is not like that.I don't blame amira,i blame the peoples around her.

To peoples that don't know kah ying...
-if rumours were real,than means people say that u all are so easy to get fuck is real?!If u all like to judge people by not knowing them,than i think that u all are really low in IQ n don't even have any EQ.And,if that person is not important to u,why care or bother to get pissed off of that someone?!So u are telling me that,kah ying is actually very important to u?!Real friends,will tell u the truth even if it hurts,fake friends will always say nice things to u,cause they don't really bother.As a friend,i am not standing at anyones side,but..i also don't like people hurting my friends.How well u know kah ying?!Don't blame if any guy leaves their gf for kah ying,its not kah ying's fault!But i can say is the guy is a jerk ass,if u really love ur gf,u won't because of a lil thing than leave ur gf.Or!Maybe the gf sucks,so the bf can just leave her like that.If the guy really love the girl,they will never because of some other girl hotter,than leave them.THINK!

No fair

2010-11-15T23:16:00.000-08:00

16th of November 2010

Confess...

To my dearest ah ma(my aunt who looked after me since i was 2months old/my other mum),

I wish u would hear me n understand me inside.Sorry,for all the wrongs that i did.I am just 18,in your eyes,i will always be a lil girl.I know i kinda break your heart,but u did break mine too,for saying i m a bad girl,i mm sang seng.I will not admit that!because,family is still very important to me in life.In the future,whether u like it or not,i am still gonna look after u,i won't want u to end up in old folks home.I will earn as much as i can,so u can go many places,eat nice things,maybe having whatever u want in life.I am stuck now.I have been going out every single day,till late night.Is not cause i really want to play.We really go yam char,chit chat like shit.I never smoke nor drink.i hate it!You know why i don't like to stay home?!Staying home really makes me feel very stress and down.No mood.All i hear is yabbing,than this one stab my back that one stab my back,i am the youngest so i can be disrespected?!The ones stabbing me are my brothers.What would i feel?!My family!U all always give me hope than let me down.What would i feel?!i get my P that i get my car,now?!My brother call my dad to not buy me one yet?!Than what is the difference with having n not having a P?Call me to go research but than now,say that i don't need college,just take small courses or go for night classes.I know,want me to help in the family right?!Ever asked what i wanted?!I can say,NO!Hm...What would i feel?!Always about money?!Family being like so hais?This talk bout this talk bout that?!Must it be so complicated?!i rather run off and be alone.Really..I sound rude right?!I know!But its what i feel..i love u ok!I just don't show it out!But if anyone asked,i will say my aunt,no matter how,i still love her.You can ask my friends.Even u don't like ah joe.U really think he wants to hide?!Many times he wants to talk to u,but...I say no.Because i know u don't like him.He knows his wrong.I tell him,no matter how,u r still important.Love me love my family!if not don't love.I tell him.

Damn not fair..

Hello readers...I live with my second brother.You know when was the happiest moment i had with him before?!Was when i was form1 he fall for this girl,He told me about his feelings for her and asked for my opinion.I can tell u,u will never know how happy i was.For that moment in my life,i really felt like i was his sister for once!Thanks to some fuck bitch,keep putting fire infront of my brother,now he kinda like hate me.THANKS BITCH!FOR RUINing my life.=](i'll come back to this bitch later).I love my brothers,honestly, i swear to god!With all my life.When i was 13,my mum bought me a computer.People that knows me would know my dad married 3times,so he is basicly my step brother,but we don't count this way.So than i had a computer,i was damn happy.Last time when we use to play friendster?!Ya..I got a boyfriend.So he found out.Than he don't ever let me touch the com again.My Own mum bought it for me to play,he shifted it into his room.When i touch right?!He will fuck kao me gao gao.=].Awesome!So than i think.nvm la,my brother just give it to him.Than i saved up money,to buy a lappy for myself.My own money,with some borrowing from my cousin n mum.Than..We got this wifi thing right?!My dad pays the internet.But in order for me to use the wifi,i have to pay my brother rm50 just to use the line.So he untung 50 for nothing lo.Monday to friday,7p.m. till 10p.m..saturday and sundays,morning anytime till 10 in the night.But guess what?!The router is in his room,he on i can play,he don't on i can not play.==Than i came out to work myself,i registered maxis broadband.BUT!!!!I still pay my brother 50 every month,eventhough i never use the wifi anymore.You know why?!Because i know he is my brother!And I FUCKING LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART!He needs money,he is 30,he needs to use more than me.So..Ofcause i still pay him la.GEt me?!I don't hate him,just..sometimes,just feel so angry!But i still love him.

Bitch time..

This bitch is actually my eldest brother's gf.She looks so fuck nice infront of u,but than stabs u gao gao behind.She likes to spoil my family.I don't know why.In the gf way,she is 100% awesome,but when it comes to being human,she sucks!Once,i think form 4,Which i don't play friendster anymore,and..i never delete anything,i have old pictures bout me and one of my ex,sending testi and stuff.Guess what?!She print everything out for my father to see,and my dad has heart attack one,he can not take pressure.This bitch,keep adding fire and oil infront of my dad.My dad didn't even ask me.And this stupid me,didn't even know what the fuck was going on.My dad was mad at me for 3 months.=].As a so call ''ah sou'',u should come talk to me first,but NOOOOO~~She must straight shoot me in the chest and die.Cool right?!You know whats wrong with my family?!They will never ask u why or what happened one.They see,they shoot,make up stories themselves and than like this lo.

Fun?Who wants to stay home when going outside feels so free,and coming home u always cry?!

Double chubby

2010-11-15T02:46:00.000-08:00

15th of november 2010

Omeegoshhieeeee...i recently notice 'some thing'.All i do was hearing it yabbing on its shit stuff.Lame la!Ishh...Can it stop?!One day we will see it fall.Haih~made us look stupid like some so hai?No wait..it even thinks we are dumb!Haha.You know who u are.==

Kl again

2010-11-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

11th November 2010

After a few hours shopping me and my pig meet up with Kah ying and reynard.So we went jalan alor to eat the ngau lam mee.It was awesome.Wanted to look for aquas later but,we couldn't find the way.So we gave up and went ou to play arcade.

Milky night

2010-11-08T00:13:00.000-08:00

7th of November 2010

Though today was just some ordinary club day.Everything went Kaboommm!!!Crazy night man!Most people got drunk and can not stop their anger.Went from fire to flame.haih~Black labour than graveyard with another fire lambo.Crazy man!Kah jin got so drunk.Actually everything was ok but than here comes some 4eyes freak kacau-ing everyone.I got pissed off too.ishh!Don't know what happened,i heard glass sounds,than,here comes all the bouncers dragging pulling,falling,punching.Haih~Screaming shouting.Su ren came,ah pin of i don't how to spell his name guy came.It was so drama.I can't barely watch at all.Than sudden everything settled.We went sk yam char.Mr TTly specs guy still don't want to calm down.Should have whack him that day.But nvm la..Club..really sucks.

Titty-titty Bang-Bang

2010-11-08T00:03:00.000-08:00

4th of november 2010

Happy birthday boon munnnnnn!Hope you liked everything.I was very happy.=].Happy that u gave me a hug.i missed u very very much.So cute cute one wo~Hehe.All the best!And happy birthday!

One day at charles n keith

2010-11-07T23:56:00.000-08:00

had lammeeya for break than ao ong surprise me by appearing suddenly.Shoo sweet!

2nd november 2010

Was kinda exciting working at charles and keith,because i damn love shoes and begs.But it seems like the people there really don't know how to smile.They all have black faces.I hate it.So i decided to quit on the first day.Boring!Its not about working too much or what,is i really dislike people that don't know how to smile,like some people passed away like that.So i think i rather be a customer there than a worker.Sales on the 12th!=]

Day down kl

2010-11-07T23:48:00.000-08:00

31st of october 2010

Went kl with my brother and my gf.My brother paid for everything today(awesome).Around ten in the morning,we three went to petaling street to eat the chee cheong fun.It was my father's primary school friend.The food was great.After a walk around at petaling street,we head on to sungai wang and time square.My brother was actually looking for a pair of shoes.But it was so damn hard.Haha..But ofcause we did found one.Tired day.Wanted shopping but bo lui.Haih..

Last outing with mum

2010-09-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

25th August 2010

We went to kl once more.It was fun.

Bringing mum to KL

2010-08-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

20th of August 2010

We toke the LRT,than the monorail to time square.We had sushi king,and than to Tbowl.Done alot of shopping.Haha..Went to sungai wang,and even Petaling street.Walk the whole day,but really was fun.

A visit to tar college

2010-08-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

15th of August 2010

Meet my Er zi at Taman Bahagia Lrt.We set on the train for almost an hour.Sit till my ass also pain.I missed her.I miss you er zi!!Hear that?!I miss you!Hmm..Reach there kinda early.So she bring me to look around the place.Than her two cute friends came along.Haha..Than we watched the scene.The acting was actually kind of cool.Not bad!.Than after that we just ciao.I missed my er zi.Love you!

F M L

2010-08-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps...Blog is boring...Haih~Nobody reads em.Well..Life just sucks..Time to stop listening to people,but do things my way.

Sorry.

2010-08-11T04:19:00.001-07:00

...Sorryy...

Friends

2010-08-11T03:37:00.000-07:00

11th August 2010

Some people told me that,Friends are for now but not forever.I don't know which is which now.But all I want to say is I am sorry.

We were once very freaking happy.Because of some issue everything turn upside down.I miss you guys you know?I know what is it actually.I am not asking for forgiveness.I just want you guys to know that I miss you all.Is damn FUCKING much!And I am SORRY!Maybe you all are already very fed up with me but than I will still say that,I love you guys still.I know maybe even if i post this,you all won't give a shit.But than..Hmm..I don't blame on you guys.I just miss old times.And I will never forget what you guys did for me before.Making my birthday the most awesome bday ever in my life!

See Hui

DArll...Sorry.We kinda got lost in contact.And you will always be seeing that Me and kah ying comments here n there.But i still miss you.I love you very much!I miss your laughter the most,that always makes me laugh even louder.

Iris
Hey bi.SOrry.Didn't contact much with you.You were always there too when I needed you.I miss you very much.I love you.Miss hearing your voice.

Kah JianI know you are the one who really don't give a shit on me anymore.I remember during form four U hated me and we didn't talk.Honestly Jian,You are also important to me,I was always afraid to lose a friend like you.I love talking to you.You always make me laugh.Even if you kacau me,I still feel happy,rather than now you not talking to me.I miss you.I miss bosco wong.Haha.

Yong Foong
Lol.I still got this picture.Cool right?Not because I still got something for you.Just want to refresh my memories with u.Don't get me wrong.You were my best singing partner.We did had a lil something before,after that we kinda don't talk with each other.Till end of last year.I was glad,because you still treat me as a friend.Serious.Although I know maybe I am not invited to your birthday party.Its ok.You are the best dancer I know.=]Inspire me dancing.Anyway buddy.I miss u.Hmm..

Jing Wei
Hi winnie the pooh.I know what you think about me.That day when we were on the phone,I said that,come ou also don't find me larh now,you answered me,Is you that made me treat u like this,I said ok,i understand.When I put down the phone,i cried.Serious.Cause,it was kinda pain in the heart.I went to your fb,i saw my face not on your bff list anymore,That even hurt more.Sorry buddy,I don't blame u.Just want to tell you that,Sorry,I miss the fat bear n still love em like always.

Kisho
hey beatboxer..You kinda got lost somehow,but I never forget.My indian buddy!Miss your beatboxing you know man?!I miss ya lots too.Heh.You were always there for me,And I still will remember.Thank you.

Thank you all of you.For helping me when I fall when i was form4.Letting me to know that real friends exist.I love you all.SOrryy!

It hurts

2010-08-11T03:34:00.001-07:00

11th of August 2010

It hurts so badly inside than you want to die..SOrry people.Kinda emo lately.I want to smile and laugh.Can i?!Die?!Can not solve right?!Haih..Needs time out again.

Shopping Day with mummy

2010-08-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

4th of august 2010

Went to Ou shopping with mummy!Hehe.I bought two new pants,and Mummy bought me a watch!Aww...Haha..She bought herself a dress.We used kinda alot yesterday.The watch is already enough.Thankyou Mummy.I love you!

I got my New specs

2010-08-05T00:50:00.000-07:00

2nd of August 2010

I got my new specs!!!!

Mummy come back!

2010-08-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

1st August 2010

My uncle fetch me to fetch my mum.She was suppose to arrive at 8.05,but than 8.30 only came out.Make me wait for 1 and a half hour.My heart was pounding damn fast.

Happy birthday Suren!

2010-08-05T00:21:00.000-07:00

i m not in there.=[
he got a handphone for bday o.

Happy birthday to Suren!haha..Another year older.Although we don't know each other for a very long time,but thank you for always helping.May all your wishes come true.I can not go eat at your house,I had to go to the air port to fetch my mum.=]

Finish one room

2010-07-28T18:29:00.001-07:00

27th of July 2010

Finish one room in frasers hill.Its the main room.After months n months of hard work,the results were kinda satisfied.

Sick and tired

2010-07-28T18:28:00.001-07:00

26th of July 2010

Fall sick.

Aquaria KLCC

2010-07-28T18:14:00.000-07:00

25th of July 2010

Weee...Aquaria at KLCC.First time!But time flys kinda fast.We had to teman mr.wong to shop for his gucci shoes(which was sold out and replaced by another 300bucks shoes,lacoste),All the expansive shops we went in.Omg..Haih.Than settle down at Domes,also first time eating there.Hmm.Than to The fishy place!AWWW...!!!Some animals were cute.And the fishes were great.Some people say that its bored,but who cares!I love it!Than we toke Lrt back to Taman Bahagia and went Ou by cab.

ps-Sorry,my phone camera sucks.

Happy birthday Sarah

2010-07-28T18:10:00.000-07:00

22nd of July 2010

Aww...So sweet..Everyone was giving Sarah a surprise.We went Daves for dinner,Thanks to mr.Wong,The bill was RM 550.My mouth drop man,But alot of people were eating larh.Gf join along.Hehe.After that we went to a basketball field,set up candles and blind fold the borthday girl.Aww..Patrick is so sweet.

mr.unknown Day

2010-07-28T18:03:00.000-07:00

21st of July 2010

Had lunch with mr.unknown.TOkyo G man.First time eating.Damn full.Tummy Tummy is out.Food was awesome!Later on went for movies.Watch the fantastic waterbabes.Don't misunderstand,not only two of us,but got other people along too.=]Thanks for the lunch!
P.S.:I got the shoe!!!Aww...Hehe...I spotted it since one to two months ago.Now is finally mine!=]...I love it!

Pass it Pass it Pass it

2010-07-28T18:00:00.000-07:00

Let me refresh what happened..

Work work work,than...

Peoples birthday...

Always go out till late night..

Helping Dad..

Work again..

Mum is coming back son..

Than...work again..

WOAhhh!

2010-07-05T08:25:00.000-07:00

5th of July 2010

I tell you..I haven't been blogging for some times.Many things had happened.Really many many many things happened.Well..Lets see..My family,everything I am like doing is also WRONG WRONG WRONG.STUPID!Than here comes the job problem.I don't want to work already.SO boring.Seriously boring shit!What is going on with life man?!!I hate this life like this.Things aren't going the way they are suppose to be going.LAme shit!

Silents

2010-05-07T06:46:00.000-07:00

7th of May 2010

I really don't know what I am afraid of.I just suddenly got this feeling I had when I was form two.My world suddenly turned darker again.Sky seems to be falling down.Things are disappearing.What is happening to me?!Am I stuck in a box again?I can not find my way out now.Somebody help me?PLEASE?

I passed.

2010-05-07T06:41:00.000-07:00

6th of May

FINALLY!!I PASSED MY UNDANG!it was just 46 over 50,stupid!

Secret Garden

2010-04-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

18th of April 2010

-Went to Ou today to go get my pants for work.Than noticed that there is actually a secret garden at upper floor.Haha..But it was just alright.

New job at Kiplings

2010-04-17T17:47:00.000-07:00

the city collection beg.
my dinner at wong kok..
good for travelling!
7nation beg with the soldier monkey key chain on it.
the vintage beg.
new colours(icy mint)
gorrila girlz brand.

gorilla girlz!
"If"
the basic monkey
soldier monkey(7nation)
rock heaven monkey
u know what it is.
this is too cute.This is the baby brand.
the vintage monkey
al the pricy begs!
my aunt
my so call uniform!
welcome to kipling=]

16th of April 2010

-i've got a new job at kipling.All I have to do is sit.Which is what I don't really like.But..Salary damn chun!=]The begs are from Belgian,Europe.All begs are water resistance!Cool right?Its clothe is made from Nylon material.The only thing is!!Its pricy!Like hell!!

Happy birthda Brother!

2010-04-17T17:45:00.000-07:00

16th of April 2010

Happy birthday 3rd bro.Wishing you all the best in life=]I love you.

Work work work

2010-04-17T17:43:00.000-07:00

15th of April 2010

-haha..Again at work.But today my staff was with me so I wasn't that bored.And my brothers and sisters came cause they wanted to buy a birthday present for my 3rd brother=]

Work work work

2010-04-17T17:42:00.000-07:00

14the of April 2010

-One hell of a cold day in work!

Work work work

2010-04-17T17:34:00.000-07:00

13th of April 2010

As you can see,I have been working lately.

Work work work

2010-04-12T21:04:00.000-07:00

my lunch=]

i like this purse.*pinkk*
boring!!!!
leggings~

12th of April 2010

-Working today was kinda boring.Customers come all of a sudden.As in a few at a time.Make me kelam-kabut only.I saw Yuen Ching.Haha.Long time didn't see her.

Baby's 2months old

2010-04-12T21:02:00.000-07:00

11th of April 2010

Baby Choi Ling is 2months old!!!

I went to 3places!

2010-04-12T20:35:00.000-07:00

11th of April 2010

my lunch.
adorable pokemon like animal
echo park road show

Midvalley's toilet

-Morning,around 11 i went to TC to watch "the clash of the titans",the show was okay.Reminded me of Hercules.Than toke the LRT to Midvalley.Was walking around.2years!I haven't here for 2years.Everything still looks okay.=]Went to the pet shop.It became smaller.Heh.Many people were there actually.=]Cute little animals.*hearts*Guess I bumped into who?SEE HUIII!!!AHHHHHHH!Hehe..See Hui!My DArling with her sis.They were doing this fashion road show there.I was happy I get to see her,CAuse i miss her so so much!Haih!*miss school*
Mango flavoured

-Evening at around 4,I took the bus straight back to SS2 to find something sweet to eat.I wanted to drink 'Tong Shui',but than have to walk very far.*Lazyyyy*So than I wen to 100Yen to eat ice!heh.No chocolate or strawberry only mango kiwi and something else.I forgotten.Heh!

-Evening/Night I toke the bus to Uptown and walk to TC again.I went to Kenny Rogers to eat.Yum yum!The 2nd eating here.*so out la me*The food was great.The price was okay.

Urban!

2010-04-09T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hello~Urban!

A day at work again!

2010-04-09T23:12:00.000-07:00

undang arh~~
food~yum!
too bored!..

9th of April 2010

-Boring day at work!No customer and I am alone!I brought lunch today,SAndwhich!!

Clean up!clean up!

2010-04-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

the right side(green)that light green thing is like a pouch where u can slip your letters or papers in it.=]
the center(yellow)where i stick all my memo n reminder on it=]
the left side(pink)with all random pictures of my family=]
this is the inside=]
in the center,there is something like a hook,if u open it..
the right side(red)With calender and a lyric from my ns friend=]
the left side(blue)with all my class pictures.=]
memo board!!
i arrange and put the tv away.so it can fit my lappy.

6th of April 2010

-spend the whole day cleaning up my room and redecorate it.My memo board was finally done.=]It took me a week or two to get it done=]

A talk with my sister

2010-04-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

i saw this pic n i feel tat i m squishing my brother..><
tea time

5th of April 2010

-I was free today.My sis called me up to meet her at her place so we can have a talk.Spend 4hours talking bout my issue.Haih!Long talk.Complicated.

A day to KL

2010-04-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

starbucks!

4th of April 2010

Morning,aunt went for ching meng.Woke up kinda late.Long time haven't been to KL for a walk.Wanted to find my mickey neck phone strap,but than I failed!!Haih.Instead,I bought a shoe or was it sandles,or slipper.Hayor..I don't know what does that call,its the rome type of shoe.Hehe..And so Walk and walk and walk.Had lunch at SHUSHI KING!!OISHIII!!Hehe...It was nice.Damn nice!Haven't had such great meal since,I forgotten.It was fun.

outing with ns friends n birthday party

2010-04-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

the bday girls mum!
bday girl
yum yum~
her friends

twit twit--
sapu!
always drink ==
~ XP
kah jian!=]
justin =]
pooh bear..
heheheh..
white nick=]
emibee =]
@.@
the goldylox
natasha babe =]

2nd of April 2010

-Afternoon went OU to meet with NS friends,nick,emily and natasha.Walk and walk and walk.Haih~missed them so much.Miss Ns!Than at night went to Foong's condo.His sister's birthday.Jing wei,kah jian and kah ying was there too.The rest were hoe yan's friends,which I don't know any.heh!Happy birthday girl~

Undang!

2010-04-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

30th of March 2010

-A night before undang.Finished my work,than went home to study my undang.I had the confidence but now,I failed!The 2nd time!!Haih..Lazy to take.DAd is mad,bro is mad.Fine..*Emo*

Got my new phone!

2010-04-01T04:32:00.000-07:00

28th of March 2010

Woohoo..I got my new phone!And its pink!sony ericson W 705!hehehe...

First Day of work

2010-03-27T00:17:00.000-07:00

Dinner =]
too bored
starbucks!My fav~
i bought this.hehe

infront of Poh Kong

25th of March 2010

-First time experiencing working.I am currently working at Tropicana City Mall.A small booth that sells accessories and begs.Actually there is nothing difficult but than I think I didn't have the guts to talk more to my customers.It was okay.But standing there the whole day,makes my leg hurts.Lucky I didn't put my heels on.If not..I think I can not even walk home.First day,okay okay larh~

Back to Dad's place with sis

2010-03-26T23:21:00.000-07:00

22nd of March 2o1o

Back to dad's place.With my sis.I sleep with her on the same bed for the first time.The next morning we went to Frasers Hill.2hours up hill and 2 hours again down the hill.Sit till my butt also hurts.

Driving lessons

2010-03-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

I thought that i was alone but than i met chin yee.Than I saw keng yin and a guy from my ns camp.It was kinda boring.Serious.I bump into Lydia(my old neighbour) n my primary school friends.Nice!

Shopping Day

2010-03-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

21st of March 2010

-Went Ou today.Shop shop shop!!Haha..bought a new beg from vincci.Besides,bought other lil stuff.Heh..suddenly love shopping!Hell lot!!

*Ps:I love starbucks!

Letter from Su fern!

2010-03-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

19th of March 2010

-Morning woke up.Guess what??Post man came.Never expected that I would receive a pos express from Sarawak!!!Thanks Qiang Zhe!I miss u so much.your drawing was awesome.I miss all of you.I know one day we will all meet each other again.6 Bendan together!Love you all.

Outing with Yinn

2010-03-19T07:10:00.000-07:00

17th of March 2010

The first ever time I went out with Yinn.Know her since she was a baby.We never hang out before till today.Isn't it like my lucky day?!Haha..We watched alice in wonderland.The show was okay actually.Heh.

I dye my hair

2010-03-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

after
before

16th of march 2010

I dyed my hair.Um..Some people say nice,some say la la,come say mature some even say i look like korean girl.If korean girl than nice lo!haha

Baby Ling's Fullmoon

2010-03-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

13th of March 2010

-My cousin's daughter's fullmoon.Was kinda tired that day.Food was not bad.Especially Satay.Hehe..

SPM results Day!!

2010-03-19T06:37:00.001-07:00

kah jian's down face!
at a corner at ou.
foong!
iris~
yoke koon~
my precious~
twit-twit!
winnie the pooh!

come back take results oso like always.sien lo~
*innocent*
yeng mao meh?
my darling see hui~

11th of March 2010

Results day~Hmm..everyone was so nervous,some even cry.O.o!Lucky I passed my BM,but I failed in Maths and Sejarah.Haih..Knew it already one larh.But than,I don't really bother.Today,the most important thing was,i get to see all my best buddies!I missed them during camp.Love you all still!

Chinese new year

2010-03-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

4 over 5 stars
3 over 5 stars
hehehhee..
nice!!!5 over 5 stars!
love her
my fav prawns!
love him..
love her again..
love them both!
all my brothers!hearts!
oishi~~(serious shit!)

13th of Feb 2010

Had a good dinner with family.Holiday that time from ns.So than we went to Tai Dong restaurant to eat.My sis was pretty.Heh.Happy lorh..Food was awesome.=]

NS!!!!!

2010-03-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

my besties there!
the hall
commander
padang kawad
my compani's flag
girl's asrama
toilet!(charlie's was the cleanest!)
so call ''tesco''
my bed!
camp princess haliza
my dorm

OMG!I haven't been updating since I was back from Ns.Well~Ns was...Boring but fun.Haha..The place was like,normal,but people there were great.I was lucky that I was in company Charlie.People there were great.I had this gang of friends,which we are related as FAmilies!Haha.Morning 6,you wake up than 6.30 gather for morning,do exercise.Exercise was useless.I didn't lose weight but than I gain!!OMG!4kg you know?Suck right?HAHa..I am happy there.It is not Hell at all.You will change after you go there,you would be more independant,stronger,but a little more emotional.You cry easily when you are there.I don't really know why.Um..But thing I hate most is!!!Every single day!you have to sing NEGARAKU!Haih..everyday like eating rice like that.Haha.What I want to say was,it was a great experience in life.Very different.I miss all my Sabah and Sarawak friends.!Thanks for all the memories!

Girlfriend

2009-12-16T03:39:00.000-08:00

14th of December 2009

Happy Birthday Girlfriend!

2009-12-16T03:36:00.000-08:00

14th December 2009

-Happy birthday Girlfriend!I love you very much!Hehe..Don't worry.your party was great and you were hot!Woohoo!!Too bad I can not go for the second round.But never mind next year,for sure got second round!Haha!I love you..Happy birthday to you!

Gf shopping

2009-12-16T03:33:00.000-08:00

13th of December 2009

-Today I teman my gf to Ou.With my Bf.So than we walk walk walk till around,6like that than rush back to uptown.I bought a little ball for my baby hamsters.So cute!cause it is pink in colour.I did my brows and got a temporary tattoo.

Interviewing day

2009-12-16T03:30:00.000-08:00

macam yes sahaja

12th of December 2009

-Went for an interview that was introduced by my aunt's friend.It was something like a promoter like that.See the pig?He teman me there.And look at him.He is lazy!Hehe..After that we went to tropicana city mall and back to his shop.His mum drove me back home.Than that was my day.haha..

Outing with my Gf

2009-12-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

pig n me

vest?

pooh bear,ying,me

6th of December 2009

-Actually it was suppose to be a Mawar Garden plus pooh bear plus Beatboxer outing together.But it turned out that all of them had their reason.Kinda disappointed.My darling's mum don't let her go,Foong had to go back to grandma's house,beatboxer say got no money,jian go also no use already.Pooh bear did go,but cause kah ying got go only he go.Swt!We watched Ninja Assasin together.Rain's body is damn freaking HOT!!!!Haha..Than we went to look out for shirt for the prom,i mean for the guys la.It was okay.I stayed there till 930pm.Got nagging when I reached home.Peace*

Happy Birthday Tze Ling!

2009-12-04T21:38:00.000-08:00

4th of December 2009

-Today is the last day of school but also Tze ling's birthday.Sa-waaa-dee-kaaapp~!Hehe..We had fun.But Foong,Pooh bear and Khisho was being extremly crazy.Haha!

End of school

2009-12-04T21:33:00.000-08:00

4th of December 2009

-Today is the last day of school.I feel happy but than also sad.What would it feel like not going to school after so many years waking up early getting dress.Hah..Going to miss it.

Random outing

2009-12-04T21:28:00.000-08:00

3rd of December 2009

-Today,I went out with Jian,Foong,Pooh bear and The pig!We went Cyber than snooker.Haih.Tomorrow will be the last Day of exam!Woohoo..Can not wait than!Heh.Than they went for snooker.Hah..Random right?

My Woofy<3

2009-12-04T21:07:00.000-08:00

1st of Dec 2009

-This morning,I didn't really want to wake up,but my aunt wakes me up to see my dog for the last time.My dog's name is Woofy.She has already been in our family for 12years.Two weeks ago,she can not stand up,so we thought that what is wrong wiht her.Is she Over weight?or she got injured?Well..my brother was looking at her and saw her leg was injured.And it was kinda bad.
Well..I am not the rich kind of family,and my uncle didn't want to support us,all we can do is look after her carefully,We feed her milk,help her wash her poop n stuff.Haih.Days pass,she was getting worst.She can not even lift her head up to drink water.Than,my aunt decided to let her go.We called the people who injects dog to sleep to wonderland.So..I look at her,we feed her for the last time.Clean her and talk to her.The person arrived and i looked at them japping my dog.Tears flowing.Her breathing was getting slower n slower.Than..she was gone.

Back in ACtion

2009-11-27T20:45:00.000-08:00

28th of November 2009

-Haven't been updating for sometimes.SPM is here.But it's gonna end soon.WOOHOO!!!Just one more week and everything will be over.I will miss school times but haha..i can not wait for what is gonna happen in life later.Got so many things to do.I can not wait for prom.Haha!But..Got NS!Aiks..But time fly,n my friends tell me that it is nothing biggy.So I guess I will be away for 3months.=]!I am going to miss the food my aunt makes and missing out all the fun,going out late night.Haha..And of cause,DANCING!Weee...Happy!Faster pass la..

Losted

2009-11-11T03:42:00.001-08:00

11th of november 2009

Haven't felt this emo since last year.I feel lost.Down and things spinning in my head.Really don't know what to do.I always thought that I know how to solve problems easily but than I was wrong.What I think I was right was actually wrong.Actually I don't even know what am I doing now.Spm is ahead.But I am still doing nothing.I feel so lost.So....lost.Can someone take me away from this place,show me what are the colours of the rainbow,tell me what is like to feel love?!I am lost.Always trying to be strong,thinking that nothing in this world is imporatant.I was wrong.I am not strong!I love to cry!I really love to cry.You know why?!Crying feels good!So good!Keeping inside is so pain.Letting it out by crying is good!But than this time...I didn't cry.Because I know,It does not help.And..that 'somebody' would not care anymore.Now i don't feel pain on the inside,I only can feel that My heart is bleeding on the inside.Am I saying all this because I am confuse,or I really feel so.I want answers.ANSWERS!

Back from dad's place

2009-11-09T06:06:00.000-08:00

9th of November 2009

-Back today.I miss my dad now.Hm..Well..The bad news..I gain weight!Gosh..I have been eating.Dad keeps feeding me.Lol!Okay..something that made me thought of many many things.After I finish putting back my stuffs,washed all my clothes and stuff than I sat down and watch.The first thing that I saw appear on tv was..The song 'wu ding'.This song..made me think of many many things.How stupid I was to love someone so much like you before.Ha!I mean..All the things I did to you.Thinking back,made me felt like I am some kind of crazy for love girl.Well..I should know that there is no forever in this world.Haha..Anyway..I recorded it down to proof that I am not bluffing.Haha..WAit!I am posting this is not cause I still like you but than it just reminded me how stupid I was.=]

Happy birthday Ren Yi

2009-11-09T05:56:00.000-08:00

8th of November 2009

HAPPY BRITHDAY REN YI=]

Happy birthday..I wonder how you are doing now.Anyway..Just want to wish you a happy birthday.Good luck.!Take care=]May all your wishes come true..

Happy birthday beatboxer

2009-11-09T05:51:00.000-08:00

4th of november 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEATBOXER

Wohoo..turning 17 this year yeah brother?Well..Although u are black ans I am chinese,it is really well..grear!haha..U are different from other Indians.Hah..Trust me man!YEs..WE do have many misunderstanding well since like from one till form3.But now..Everything is different.EVerything changed man.Woohoo..Thanks for being there brother,with the rest of them.Happy Birthday bro,may all your wishes come true=]

Happy birthday Iris Babe

2009-11-02T04:14:00.001-08:00

2th of november 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE

Happy birthday Iris babe.Woohoo..17 already lorh..

I am happy to have you as a friend.Although we don't always talk

but heh..I believe in you very much.Love you lots.

muacks!May all you wishes come true=]

To my Dearest See hui DArling♥

2009-11-02T04:11:00.000-08:00

2th of November 2009

-My Darl has been away to Bali for a few days.Miss you DArl!!Muacks..=]

School Life

2009-10-31T04:06:00.000-07:00

shoes 2
imagine how long haven't we wash our shoes.

me n yoke koon

wat in class

18 Sx

the cam whore king

pooh bear n me

pooh bear,me n jian

ass shots?

kah jian n see hui

another picture on the girl's washroom

me and iris

in the toilet

28th of October 2009

-We all plan to go school today.We also did plan to study for the day,but than it turned out we did stupid things.Especially Kah jian nad Yong foong.They keep on playing with Tien Chuan.Haha..Kelian.We eat in class talk crab and laugh the whole day.Haha.We toke many pictures too.

Chubby Chic♥

Girls just want to be loved

Great

Imma small girl

~~^**~~WorD~~**^^*~~

When things go wrong

Hello

Have been awhile

Scared

Update for so long

My confession

Things I am addictive with

Dad is so cute

Valentines Day

Happy birthday Cai ling

2nd day of CNY

First day of Chinese New Year

A day before Cny day

Happy birthday DAddy!

In ze' office

sista day

Happy birthday Lee Kah ying!

Happy birthday Ck

sista's office

went pd

Sultan

Brunch with family

Passed my license

This is for my girl

No fair

Double chubby

Kl again

Milky night

Titty-titty Bang-Bang

One day at charles n keith

Day down kl

Last outing with mum

Bringing mum to KL

A visit to tar college

F M L

Sorry.

Friends

It hurts

Shopping Day with mummy

I got my New specs

Mummy come back!

Happy birthday Suren!

Finish one room

Sick and tired

Aquaria KLCC

Happy birthday Sarah

mr.unknown Day

Pass it Pass it Pass it

WOAhhh!

Silents

I passed.

Secret Garden

New job at Kiplings

Happy birthda Brother!

Work work work

Work work work

Work work work

Work work work

Baby's 2months old

I went to 3places!

Urban!

A day at work again!

Clean up!clean up!

A talk with my sister

A day to KL

outing with ns friends n birthday party

Undang!

Got my new phone!

First Day of work

Back to Dad's place with sis

Driving lessons

Shopping Day

Letter from Su fern!

Outing with Yinn

I dye my hair

^WorD^^*